I Finally Found Myself.

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My name is Kirsten Boileau. I have no idea who I am. I lost myself along time ago, if you can even say it was myself I knew. This life I lead scares me and the life ahead scares me even more. I am really hard to figure out and I am too easy to say goodbye to. Some people say I change their lives, and I do, I ruin them. So it's best to never get to know me. I say I am complex but most of that is due to my Personality Disorders, not me myself. You will never know what I am thinking, because my mind is forever changing, as is my life. I might be here one day and leave the next. I'm a wanderer, so please step back and let me go. Because things never do really change, do they?

Wednesday, March 9, 2016


No don't act like a mentor now
Where we're you when I couldn't touch the ground
I'm just another mug shot
Off these streets
The one no one really cares for me, deep
I've reaching for these drugs for so long
My soul, me myself is lost, way gone
Can't blame anyone but myself
I pulled the trigger
I asked for this slow corrosion
This slow unpredictable death
Yes I know a little more gets me higher
I've become the ultimate liar
But at least at the end of the day I get that fix
I can lay down
This is it