I Finally Found Myself.

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My name is Kirsten Boileau. I have no idea who I am. I lost myself along time ago, if you can even say it was myself I knew. This life I lead scares me and the life ahead scares me even more. I am really hard to figure out and I am too easy to say goodbye to. Some people say I change their lives, and I do, I ruin them. So it's best to never get to know me. I say I am complex but most of that is due to my Personality Disorders, not me myself. You will never know what I am thinking, because my mind is forever changing, as is my life. I might be here one day and leave the next. I'm a wanderer, so please step back and let me go. Because things never do really change, do they?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Wednesday, January 5, 2010

Oh God, I want to hurt myself so bad.

1 comment:

  1. Hey, gorgeous girl, aren't we all just a taaad crazy?? All of U.S.? I, too, have tried suicide maaany times. Fruitless. Worthless. We're put here by God for a weee time in our existence... and then after, we have the length of eternity to explore. So, please don't try anything now till death, k? I sooo wanna meet you Upstairs in the Great Beyond, sweetheart, where I can lovingly, tenderly kiss your adorable feet. If nobody else sez so, I love you. See you soon. God bless you --- I picked this blog esp. for you so you'll see YOU alone have a destiny WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!! I love you from head2toe, more than you know. So does Jesus. Don't throw your life away, girl. Meet me, please, in Heaven...