I'm falling away and loosing myself in the process. I have no where to go, since nobody wants me. I am hiding these tears, but I can't hold them all. Now they are all flowing and I can't get them to stop. I am so hollow inside a feeling for none. Asking over and over is it ever going to stop.
I hate my life.
I hate myself.
I hate everyone.
I just hate.
I Finally Found Myself.
- Kiki Stop Breathing
- My name is Kirsten Boileau. I have no idea who I am. I lost myself along time ago, if you can even say it was myself I knew. This life I lead scares me and the life ahead scares me even more. I am really hard to figure out and I am too easy to say goodbye to. Some people say I change their lives, and I do, I ruin them. So it's best to never get to know me. I say I am complex but most of that is due to my Personality Disorders, not me myself. You will never know what I am thinking, because my mind is forever changing, as is my life. I might be here one day and leave the next. I'm a wanderer, so please step back and let me go. Because things never do really change, do they?
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