I Finally Found Myself.

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My name is Kirsten Boileau. I have no idea who I am. I lost myself along time ago, if you can even say it was myself I knew. This life I lead scares me and the life ahead scares me even more. I am really hard to figure out and I am too easy to say goodbye to. Some people say I change their lives, and I do, I ruin them. So it's best to never get to know me. I say I am complex but most of that is due to my Personality Disorders, not me myself. You will never know what I am thinking, because my mind is forever changing, as is my life. I might be here one day and leave the next. I'm a wanderer, so please step back and let me go. Because things never do really change, do they?

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Thursday, September 23, 2010

I'm falling away and loosing myself in the process. I have no where to go, since nobody wants me. I am hiding these tears, but I can't hold them all. Now they are all flowing and I can't get them to stop. I am so hollow inside a feeling for none. Asking over and over is it ever going to stop.

I hate my life.
I hate myself.
I hate everyone.
I just hate.

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